I've been popping in and out just to check what people have posted and everyone's still so active and part of me really misses this community.
Onto my actual point, I was clearing out a lot of old art and journals about a month ago in case I decide to make a fresh start. If I do, I would want to change my account name first.
While clearing out those journals, I got to see a side of me I never thought I would see.
I was a truly horrible person back in the early 2010's. Maybe I still am? Recent events have brought me to think so.
I am trying to be the best that I can be, but I would like to apologise to all of you for my awful behaviour back then.
I was toxic to my friends, toxic to myself, I complained about literally everything, I was just flat out an asshole and I am truly very sorry for that.
I have moved on from "Plushy" and "Plushlover", I am no longer that person. I've learned from my mistakes and I aim to correct any I make in the future.
Again, to anyone reading this; I am so very sorry for being so hurtful in the past when you were all so nice to me.
I also would like to say thank you to anyone who decided to stick with me, it really means a lot.
If you would like to strike up a conversation, I do still visit this site now and then just to check things out, send me a note or comment somewhere and I'll get back to you within a week's time.
I actually miss a few of you, but I would understand if you'd rather leave the bridges burned down. I know from experience that that is the wisest choice with certain friendships.
Much love to all of you,
Vee